Basically I don't really have words for what's up right now.
I worked every morning for my internship for the past days, I worked the whole weekend, too and I am ill, better than yesterday, but still not well.
I'm terrified of the fact that I'll move out of my flat next week.
And I'm dealing with some shit I've dealt with quite a while ago. But this time I'm in great fear of losing my best friend in it.
This is shit.